Saturday, January 29, 2005
{ yeah! im gonna join track! i hope.... ms teo jl was quite nice to me; she actually congratulated me for getting into track! like WOW! thought she would have cut my belt cos it wasnt at my waist, but she didnt. haha. laughing with joy.
...man, now i have to talk to ms chong. i have to get her to sign the cca change form. hope she signs it, if not, i ask ms liem or ms yip. but i think she will sign it. i have to tao hao guan xi though. she may mark me if i make her more pissed. shes my calculus teacher mah, but shes rather professional cos she doesnt gong bao si chou. so i should think calculus will be fun. so yup. YAYness! hope for me k?
anyway, i just watched 'touched by an angel'-a tv show. it was SUPERBly nice. it is always sooooooooo meaningful. i love it! i wss touched by an angel as well. i was touched by my guardian angel for helping me with my cca change. thank you guardian angel, whoever and wherever you are. THANKS for your kind help! and thank you LORD for your 'yes' to my prayer. sorry for doubting you when i was in a troubling situation and things did not seem to be going my way. please forgive me. but thank you again.
do you like my "lyrics" i came up with in my previous post? i hope you did. it was impromptu. i AM a good thinker. haha. but i was really depressed then so i needed something thru which i could express my feelings. im not depressed anymore.
WOOhoo! im happier now and i will be even happier if u could just tag me. please. my board needs u! } till next time, adiós!
[touched by an angel]
x 9:57:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
was it just yesterday that i was a child?
all gullible and ignorant and mild?
is that moment forever gone?
is it really gone?
i want to go back to those days.
i want to return to those carefree ways.
leave me alone, leave me be,
dont take my only hope from me...
i want to shout out loud
i want to be free!
i want to be a carefree person
leave me be!
all the complications of being a teen
all this and that of being me
is there a way to escape?
escape from reality
falling, im falling
into the deepest darkest well.
falling, im falling
fading into that darkness
within me...
AARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!
i have so many things bottled within me. so many things. so many. but i cant say anything of them. you know how helpless that makes me?
... but i can say 1 thing that happened today. chua, mat and i were NEARLY caught by jt today. PHEW! i was supposed to look for tjl, then changed belt if not will ka chiao. haha. then jt saw and said something along the line of 'why is your uniform like that!' lol. but i think it was like to mat because i changed belt with her. haha, it was practically at her legs. lol. then chua and mat started running.....then jt shouted stop running! haha. and i kinda stayed there for a second[stupid me!] and then i ran, almost as if for my life! i was reaching the canteen when i started walking. my heart was beating really really quickly. ahhhhhh. that was CLOSE! what an adventure..
[touched by an angel]
x 4:45:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
HELLO! today was fun. andrew mah wasnt that bad. he was, in fact, funny. tennis isnt so bad with him as a coach. samantha from i think sec 4, thought i was joi tsai's sista. haha. that was funny. i am not joi tsai's sista. i am not a tsai. but its nice to think tt another girl thinks im some talented singer's sista. actually, its bad. i'll be overly overshadowed. mmm mmmm..... no good. ha. training was quite enjoyable actually, but embarassing to train in front of the school team girls tho...... now im in a dilemma as to whether i should quit tennis and join netball. i want to join netball but i dont feel like quitting tennis now. *sighs*. anyway, im going to try my luck and talk to ms shanti. hope she says she'll consider; at least there'll be a chance.
then went back to school and walked home. my home is only "accesible" if i take bus 11. its called walking. i saw dinny; she was waving to me and was looking at me with an incredulous 'what are you doing here? you should be home!!!' kind of look[if tts how u use the word incredulous]. haha. i waved back at her.
do you realise im narrating my day? hahaha.
i saw juicy and chewy taking lessons from another coach for javelin. i LOVE javelin! *squeals* im going to try out for javelin for sports day! hope i can get in. i called them; they waved at me. nice. *smirk*
then, i saw the basketball...........................
..........................................courts. hey, just because of something else, doesnt mean tt basketball has to do with errr... something else. ha. i saw netball club and school team girls training. wanted to say hi to rachel, but i didnt want to make her pai se. i mean, isnt it embarassing for a friend to shout ur name and call u while u are training? i darent think of such an outcome...
saw sam chu. she looked, errrrr..... nice. yeah. i saw her glance at me. at least i thought so. my heart skipped a beat. maybe, maybe not. i doubt so though. i am trying to concentrate on my studies.
anyways, i hope u had a fun time reading my narration. i did. till next time,
bye.
[touched by an angel]
x 5:20:00 PM
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
from catherine:
today is such the lousiest day, and i detest lousy days. i mean, if days are labelled 'lousy', surely no one would like them, right? yup! right. i just answered my own question.
todays discussion about our chocomania thing was quite bad. our company name is still undecided. and the reasons are
1.the two names are nearly identical
2.first there was 19 for A and 18 for B. so technically A won by the majority, but the majority was not much was it?
3.after some time, one of my classmates changed her mind and decided to vote for B. ARRGGGH! she is so easily manipulated.[not tt i can say much for myself] i mean, the name is only a name, no significance for a big debate over it.
anyway, we are STIL in a dilemma regarding the "company" name.
have a ton of homework. hope i can finish it. ):
reading a fanfiction.net story now. i LOVE fanfiction. of course i dont just read the perverted ones. i read those with depth as well as, errrr...fluff. haha. lets get this straight: fluff does not mean anything immoral or terrible and disgusting.
i remember reading one which gave me the creeps after i read it. *shivers* haha.
to anyone:
goodbye
[touched by an angel]
x 5:30:00 PM
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