Tuesday, January 25, 2005
was it just yesterday that i was a child?
all gullible and ignorant and mild?
is that moment forever gone?
is it really gone?
i want to go back to those days.
i want to return to those carefree ways.
leave me alone, leave me be,
dont take my only hope from me...
i want to shout out loud
i want to be free!
i want to be a carefree person
leave me be!
all the complications of being a teen
all this and that of being me
is there a way to escape?
escape from reality
falling, im falling
into the deepest darkest well.
falling, im falling
fading into that darkness
within me...
AARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!
i have so many things bottled within me. so many things. so many. but i cant say anything of them. you know how helpless that makes me?
... but i can say 1 thing that happened today. chua, mat and i were NEARLY caught by jt today. PHEW! i was supposed to look for tjl, then changed belt if not will ka chiao. haha. then jt saw and said something along the line of 'why is your uniform like that!' lol. but i think it was like to mat because i changed belt with her. haha, it was practically at her legs. lol. then chua and mat started running.....then jt shouted stop running! haha. and i kinda stayed there for a second[stupid me!] and then i ran, almost as if for my life! i was reaching the canteen when i started walking. my heart was beating really really quickly. ahhhhhh. that was CLOSE! what an adventure..
[touched by an angel]
x 4:45:00 PM
