Wednesday, December 29, 2004
time and tide truly waits for no man. the year of 2004 has flown by in a flash and suddenly, i am suspended in the world of anticipation, excitement and regret. the anticipation and excitement of welcoming a new year in school; the regret of not completing what i should have done. all the 'if only' phrases have fell upon deaf ears, my ears. my lack of courage has left me wallowing in self-pity and sobbing with regret. if your new year's resolution is to not regret the deeds you are to commit during the year 2005, please cross it out of your new year resolutions list. the truth is, there will always be things we humans do which we regret, sometimes for a lifetime. that is reality. everything happens for a reason, though you may think thats bullshit, but yes, there is always a reason for certain things to happen in a certain way. regretful? yes. unavoidable? no. so put something else in your new year's resolution list, something more practical like, not hating the teacher you hate most. but of course, i guess my words have fell upon deaf ears once again; for should that resolution be fulfilled through to next year, pigs will fly.
[touched by an angel]
x 4:24:00 PM
